Hey Look At Me!

It's impolite to impress ones needed mental state on others.  Therefore this post.

I don't feel that bad, really.  I'm more concerned about my wife than I am about myself.

However, I have lost interest in eating food.

I don't really want to do anything.

It took me three minutes to write this line.

I am finding that drinking and smoking pot are mostly what makes me enjoy my situation, and so I do that regularly.

My "sister" (hah!  Hugs 'n shit) called me up because she was worried, like an angel, and I was fascinating and helpful.

These are not good signs.  That's a list of classic symptoms.  But I really don't feel that bad.

a mystery.

The conclusion?

Practice.

One hour later I'm eating a delicious burrito.  So ignore all of that.